Last Posting
by mark on Wednesday, 10th March, 2010Today I have decided to make this my last post for now. I have gone back and deleted certain postings as I have come to realize that although some of the things I truly believe in, the delivery was way off. I have in fact harmed some people and not realized it until today. I have jeopardized my relationship with Robert and may have closed a door that might not open again. This was stupid on my part and I am now feeling terrible that I did this. This was my fault. A lot is due to misinterpretation and trying to control rage which appears that I have not and been blind to. I think an apology will not work at this time. Maybe time might allow me to reconnect with him at some point. This is a big loss. This also comes under the heading of I take things too personally and this distorts the reality of life and IHow I respond to it.
I have to thank all the people who have pushed on me incessantly to try and wake me up. I am just starting to wake up.
Thanks to: Bob Hansmann, Robert Fripp, Jaxie Binder, Tim Butler, Tony Geballe, Alan Neidorf, Kevin Pffeifer, Tom Redmond, Patrick Smith, Peter Legowski, Robert Berger, Marcia Gleason, Ken Lawton
There are others and I thank them as well.
